
I have a knack for disappearing. That probably stems from my Gemini qualities. One second I’m a social butterfly in the thick of it all, the next I’m off and gone someplace where you can’t find me. Not to worry, though. I always re-surface somewhere.
Today I painted my kitchen 5 times over, going from red to white. I think it could still do with another coat but for now, I am shattered. I printed out things for London. Still unsure about this trip but may as well enjoy myself while being as skint as I am. I wish I didn’t spend as much money as I did on cocktails. Life would be easier right now but alas, i’ll survive. My head has also been popping in and out of thoughts of people/person and my life any my brain. I don’t feel like i’m on track for anything. Everyone seems to be getting somewhere and i’m just sat doing nothing constantly. I know I just got a job but it’s nothing close to what I want to be doing with myself. I just don’t know what i’m doing with life and that terrifies me.
I hate knowing my friends are going to get to see someone when I can’t.

My evening is here. (Taken with instagram)

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I actually feel like i’m doing something right for once.

Sasha Grey for Interview Germany April 2012
Ughhh, she’s just so beautiful. I can’t even.
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Look what arrived today! (Taken with instagram)
The fucking song.
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